I've had an epiphany about dance. I was sure that I was going to end last year, but I kinda just decided during one of the recitals at the end of the year that I wanted to strive to get where I was before and further. I'm not the best dancer right now, but I can really feel things coming back to me. :)
I was an idiot and a douchebag at the end of school, and the beginning of the summer. Alexa and I got into a fight at Valley Fair at the end of school, and the relationship just wasn't working for me. Now I could have been mature about it and told Alexa how I felt and broke it off, but no, I had to be the dumbass I am and not do anything. So she broke up with me a week later because she felt that it wasn't right, and that I wasn't doing things in our best interest, just mine. Now here's where things get really dumbasstastic. Adam Siegfried asked me about it, and (thinking it would be less of two evils) told him that I was intentionally thinking of just me to make her break up with me. But I didn't realize that it was definitely was the worse of the two. Cause that made me look like I was not caring about her. But what I came to realize is that I actually was thinking for my self and not for each other. Now if you wanna bulls*** me, fine go ahead, I deserve it. But I just know now that I have to think of others more. And if you're still reading this and not badmouthing me, I appreciate it.
Twiggy Out